m1895: (i feel so stupid and so used)
π•π€π’πˆπ‹πˆπ˜ π€π‘πƒπ€ππŠπˆπ. ([personal profile] m1895) wrote in [community profile] singillatim 2024-02-14 07:33 pm (UTC)

it's good fucking food. not for wormy though

[ The splash of grouse blood goes unnoticed in the sudden burst of chaosβ€”his primary concern, his only concern, is the way the other has crumpled in pain with the thing's thrashing. He thinks of the radiograph, how big it was, already stretching his stomach longitudinally when motionless. Now there's the real risk of a rupture as its writhing undoubtedly puts more concentrated pressure on the already stretched walls of the organ it's chosen for its residence. They have to calm it down before it kills him.

There's real fear, but Vasiliy doesn't show it. Konstantin needs him to be completely unphased, confident and in control, or he'll crumble apart. It's no different than any other graphic scene he's been onβ€”he can't outwardly react.

So he puts a hand between the man's shoulderblades, rubbing in a way he hopes is soothing, and urges, ]


You have to stay calm. If you panic it will panic. Focus on breathing evenly. It can hear your heartbeat.

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