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open | i heard a scream in the woods somewhere
Who: Kieren Walker + You!
What: Kieren struggles with the consequences of his Free Runner Feat.
When: The Month of February
Where: Milton; Milton wilds.
Content Warnings: Will be listed in individual prompts.


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What: Kieren struggles with the consequences of his Free Runner Feat.
When: The Month of February
Where: Milton; Milton wilds.
Content Warnings: Will be listed in individual prompts.


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Slowly, he raises his bloodied hands, a defensive gesture. He keeps his head down, but he's looking around with wide, scared eyes — trying to pick out the other man in the darkness of the woods.
"I don't want any trouble." he says quietly. He knows what this might look like, he knows how messed up it all looks. But he doesn't, he doesn't want any trouble. But he's terrified of what might happen.
And much like a deer, he bolts — hurling himself onto his feet with everything he can. Clumsy, unsteady. A body that doesn't fit right any more, and a dizzying high from what he's already eaten. He doesn't run towards the man, but makes off to run in the opposite direction to where he's sure he heard the voice from.
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Louis is well and able to use the ability so like his previous vampiric speed. He follows in a blink with the quiet lope of a pursuing wolf, much more naturally than any ordinary human imbued with an unfamiliar feat. But he doesn't tackle him. Kieren moves wrong, and Louis is concerned.
"Boy, wait! I'm not goin' hurt you! Don't use this power, it'll make you starve! You're hurt!"
Not willing to run himself into near-starvation, Louis only has a short sprint in him before he'll refuse to run any more.
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He's already fucked, if he carries on he doesn't even know what'll happen to him. He can't die, not like that. He can't starve to death, he's sure. But he doesn't even know any more. His body feels more and more like a stranger's.
Finally, he straightens — hands clasped behind his head, careful not to get brain matter and gore into his hair. Shit, shit shit.
"Powers?" he calls back, cringing. "You... you mean those dreams?"
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"I guess so? Those ain't normal dreams, at any rate. And now your body has betrayed you with a trade you weren't prepared for."
He crunches closer. How like a new fledgling Kieren must feel, except Louis doesn't like using the word fledgling. It implies a subservience to their maker.
"Down in New Orleans, we eat everythin'. Feet, brains, you name it..." This is not the same at all, and the strained note in Louis's voice marks that. "You'll have to eat soon. Me too. We need to find another deer."
Existential crises aside, they need to eat, and Louis is just prideful enough that he thinks maybe he will have a little more tact than Lestat when stressing the importance of this.
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And now your body has betrayed you with a trade you weren't prepared for.
"Yeah, well it wouldn't be the first time." he scoffs, and he makes a sound that's almost like a sob and almost like a laugh, shaking his head.
No, it's not the same. But he doesn't quite understand, the deeper meaning is lost on him.
"You... you can have the rest. The meat's still good. I didn't touch it. Just... just the head."
cw: vampire feeding on animal carcass
"Then I know you can keep a secret."
Without immediate explanation, he turns and steps lightly towards the deer carcass a short distance back. He kneels and pulls off a glove to run a hand over it in the dark. On a rangy wolf-harried deer, it's easy to find a thin-skinned spot on the neck. He bends over it like a dutiful nurse at someone's bedside. He bites down with a flash of white fangs and the blood enters his mouth like dark sludge.
He lifts his head and spits out the mouthful.
"It's too dead for me," he calls tiredly as he rises, as if he didn't just do a strange sequence of actions. It's rotten work, but he'll do it. He has to. "But I expected that. Another deer it is then. You can come with me or go hungry. Wipe that off your hands, you don't want to scare off prey or attract predators."
He's a shit hunter of game, but he knows that, at least.
LMAO
What the fuck is he seeing here, exactly?
He spits it out. Too dead for him, and Kieren's just staring, eyes wide in disbelief. No. No way.
"Sorry—" he flusters, still trying to comprehend it. "I'm just— what are you, exactly?"
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He produces a handkerchief and wipes his mouth as if he's sitting at a fancy dinner table and not standing in the woods over the mutilated corpse of a deer. He thinks about reiterating the joke about him eating every part of the animal, even the blood, but he thinks it might be too much for the poor boy. There's the difference between him and Lestat.
"What happened, the last time your body betrayed you? Did you change? Were you human once?"
Like me, he almost says, but that way lies wistfulness and sorrow. He can wish to be human again or even to be truly dead, but he can't undrink Lestat's blood. He can't take back how it changed him into who he is now. He never appreciated life until he died, and therein lies the irony.
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Maybe this is what people felt when the dead returned, he thinks.
"It betrayed me by coming back to life." It's the only answer he can give. He didn't ask for this. He didn't ask to come back. He was dead. He chose to be dead, and that was wanted — at the time. Now he has to... exist like this.
"I was... dead. I was... normal, just a person." he shrugs, unsure how else to word it. "And— and then I died and I was supposed to stay that way. Only I didn't, obviously. It just— I didn't come back fully."
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“You’re still a person,” Louis says quietly. If he can’t cling to that, then all is lost. “You didn’t even choose this… but I did. I wanted to throw away my miserable human life, but all I got was a miserable vampire one.”
He starts to move. “C’mon, boy. Night’s wastin’. You need to tell me your needs, why you run funny, anythin’ to do with you survivin’ and my brain not gettin’ eaten.”
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Kieren probably knows as soon as the word leaves his lips. Amy had asked him that. Held his arms as she looked down at the wounds there. Why? When she'd died, she'd found it so unfair. Kieren had felt relief. Kieren had his reasons why, this man would have had his own reasons why, too.
He hovers for a moment, mouth opening and closing before forces out an exhale and lets his head drop. Okay. Fine. Right, they're doing this. He follows, not really sure where to start at first. Although there's certainly one thing that's easier to talk about and it's not about brains.
"Y'know it's kind of rude to ask why someone 'runs funny', yeah?" there's no actual sting in the words, nothing more than the faint glimmer of snarky teenager. "I just... move like that, alright? That's how I work now."
His body doesn't fit him right anymore, in a way he doesn't quite know how to describe.
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"'Run in a unique manner' then," he sighs. Semantics to him in the face of larger supernatural things. He's on the hunt, impeccable Southern manners shelved. Only Lestat liked to play pretend as he hunted, affecting shock or disdain or humor as if murder was his stage, vampirism his theater.
"No explanation for why your body moves differently than when it did when you were alive? Rigor mortis don't affect me... I don't know the nature of my own condition except that it transfigured my flesh. I'm cold when I haven't fed, I don't age, even my hair stays the same. Like my body wants to preserve how it was when I died."
His steps are sure, but his words meander. Strange to talk of this at all, but he still holds some things back. A predator doesn't flash belly to every stranger, especially on the hunt.
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"I dunno. I guess 'being dead for two or three weeks' is probably the explanation for it." he says with a slight shrug. He doesn't really get how it works all that much. His body is a half-alive thing and it's not how it used to be when in life.
"I.. actually look like a dead person?" He gestures to his face, a little awkwardly. "This is just... makeup. Contact lenses. I don't... look normal like you do."
Meaning: Kieren doesn't look alive like he does. Although Kieren's pretty sure he won't age anymore, nor will his hair grow. He's been back over four years now, technically. He's not changed from the day he died.
"... Guess you got the 'fancy undead package', then." It's a little dry-humoured, his mouth twisting to one side.
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No point dwelling on that outside at night. He bends and squints at something on the ground in the dark. He hates not having better night vision like he used to.
"I'm less normal than I appear to be, but it requires close inspection. Not that I let most people that close. Here... finally, some tracks. They're goin' this way. We'll be a little quieter now as we look for a hidin' place."
He doesn't mention the other gifts his form could give him back home. No need to broadcast his potential strength and make Kieren more afraid of him than he is already. If he blabs, Louis would rather it not be too much.
"Goes without sayin' we ain't tellin' no one about this."
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Kieren nods. He's no good at tracking, or hunting. But he knows enough to keep quiet. Although it does raise a question. He knows about vampires, from fiction. Vampires don't... typically go for deer out in the woods.
"... I'm guessing it's not usually animals for you."
Which, yeah. Absolutely goes without saying.
"Yeah, no shit. Don't really fancy any witch hunts, thanks."
omg louis, be nice!!
May I propose another rule? When we hunt, we hunt human. Claudia and Lestat felt snubbed by Louis insisting on a diet of animals. When Lestat came back to them in 1937, the new house rules included a compromise on Louis's part. He wanted to lead by example to reestablish peace under their roof. Everyone had to compromise. They thought it would work.
Louis considers just telling Kieren that the business of his diet is between him and God. But that already is too strong a protest, practically an admission. He instead answers with a question, having no trouble turning the scrutiny of the magnifying glass on Kieren:
"What, is deer not enough for you? I endure."
I endure, the obstinate words of his vampire daughter who insisted on calling herself sister and could not bring herself to make peace with the one she used to call "Uncle Les."
"Losin' a little blood ain't no thing," he glosses over it, "but losin' a brain? I'm no doctor, but I'm fairly sure that's fatal."
oh so that's how it's gonna be huh
"So like, the whole—" Nope, he can't say it out loud. He gestures vaguely to get his point across. "Thing. It's not like I was doing it all the time. I don't eat anything at all now, I'm medicated. It was only when I was— not me."
And now it's happening now because of... well, he doesn't know. He's not rabid, he knows that. But now he's hungry and he needs to eat brains again and he hates it! So yeah, he did eat people, but he's not doing that anymore!
"Vampires exist in fiction, you know." There's lots of vampire movies and books out there! Just as much as there's stuff about zombies like Kieren. Well, not ones like Kieren exactly — unless if he were rabid, which he's not right now. "And there's a whole town full of people, alive, and not, y'know, sucked drier than a capri-sun in summer."
So he's just asking!
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Louis knows well the dependence on a substance. He did it when he was human. To an extent, he does it when he's a vampire too. There's nothing quite as nourishing as people. So he is understandably concerned, though not exactly for Kieren, and he affects casualness:
"What happens when you run out of medicine? At least blood replenishes itself, given time. Even if I wanted to eat everyone in town, which I most assuredly do not, that would just leave me to starve. What is Capri-Sun, some kinda fruit?"
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"I'm supposed to have every day. If I don't, then I— I turn back into... a more basic state. I wouldn't even be talking to you." There's a difference. No coherent thought, no thoughts at all. No recognition. No speech. No Kieren. "But I came here and... I don't even think the medicine exists in this place and— I'm somehow still me."
Not entirely unheard of, really. People have been changed by this place, somehow. Bigby's supposed to be able to become the literal big bad wolf, but he can't. Apparently there's people here with medical conditions that should have croaked ages ago and haven't. It's weird. Kieren doesn't like it, and he's still waiting for the other shoe to drop. That he might just turn rabid after all.
"Well, I guess that makes sense and uh—" Wow, is he serious? Kieren blinks. He doesn't know what a Capri-Sun is...? "Like a pouch of fruit juice. You poke it with a straw to drink it."
He mimes holding something in one hand and then stabbing it with something in his other hand. He instantly cringes. What is his life right now.
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Louis watches Kieren's hands with interest. "Damn crazy..." he mutters to himself, but loud enough for Kieren to hear. "Like that thing I saw about the bag milk... Ain't natural..." Kieren sounds English, so Louis summarily adds Capri-Suns to the list of England's crimes.
Louis imagines the creatures in shoddy pulp fiction and garish movies, the mindless nameless things little better than rabid dogs meant to be put down. The beautiful vampire stalking parlors, what Lestat taught him to be, is entirely different. Unnatural, preternatural, a wolf in sheep's clothing, a vampire for Lestat's modern age and the more sensual of gothic fictions. Which begs the question, what does the vampire of Louis's modern age look like?
"A vampire who brings the town down on him with torches and pitchforks has slipped. No one ever writes about some guy settin' traps in his home so he can bite the rats later like your little Capri suns."
Louis has slipped in Milton. He bit people in hunger. He outed himself to others when he was in need. Part of it is his loneliness and part of it his appetite for self destruction.
"Here we go, deer tracks. And deer shit, of course... We keep goin' this way."