burying: (Default)
kieren walker ([personal profile] burying) wrote in [community profile] singillatim2024-02-06 01:20 am

open | i heard a scream in the woods somewhere

Who: Kieren Walker + You!
What: Kieren struggles with the consequences of his Free Runner Feat.
When: The Month of February
Where: Milton; Milton wilds.

Content Warnings: Will be listed in individual prompts.



permissions are here | contact: [plurk.com profile] heolstor / _heolstor for questions/plotting
sputnik: — 𝑺𝑷𝑼𝑻𝑵𝑰𝑲 (ɢᴏᴅ ʜᴀs ʟᴇғᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ)

a good wholesome time :')

[personal profile] sputnik 2024-02-21 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He hears his name, the boy remembers him, and it's so strange to hear someone speaking like a normal person when they're leaning over the bloody remains of something, pieces of it hanging from their mouth. It was strange to see Bigby doing it and Konstantin knows it's strange when it's him. But he's tried so hard, so desperately, to keep a distinction between himself and something brutal — Vasiliy pours the grouse blood and pulpy bits of brain into cups for him and Konstantin drinks it like he's drinking tea, brushes his teeth so thoroughly afterwards, tells himself it's a civilised act even if he can never look at himself in the mirror afterwards.

This is like watching a wild animal, except it speaks in a teenager's soft voice, and it's crying, and says it doesn't want any trouble, and Konstantin's heart breaks right in two with a shaky exhale, brows knit, eyes dark and wounded.
]

It's okay. No trouble.

[ He keeps the one hand held out placatingly and bends his knees a little, crouching just a bit closer to the snowy ground beneath him. The gesture makes him smaller, and it also removes him of an ability to make a quick get-away if... if the boy should turn on him. He doesn't think he will. Maybe it's foolish to assume as much, but he can't be afraid of this shaking young man clearly in agony of what he's doing. Not of him. ]

You need help. [ His other palm stays pressed to the front of his mouth and nose, but not fully blocking his breathing so that he can speak. He takes careful inhales of frigid air, slow and soft, ready to shirk away from the scent of blood. ]

Can I help you?
sputnik: — 𝑺𝑷𝑼𝑻𝑵𝑰𝑲 (ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴜʟʟ)

[personal profile] sputnik 2024-03-20 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He keeps moving, nice and slow — staying a few feet back, not entering Kieren's personal space, but it's closer. It's close enough that it could be considered dangerous for him. But he stays there, lowering even more towards the ground. No matter how weakened his body has become these days, he's still capable of a certain physical ability, legs easily holding his own weight as he crouches there nearby, allowing one hand to gently touch the ground just to give him an extra security for balance.

He listens to Kieren, chest tight and throat hollow. 'Nobody can help.' 'I don't want to.' It's a certain helplessness, a remorse, a guilt, a horror. Konstantin may not know exactly what's going on with him, but oh, it hurts. It's familiar, and it hurts to hear it in another person now.
]

It's not something you can control, is it...? [ He realises, offers, gentle and sad. ]

Do you need to eat more? It's all right. You can keep eating. I'm not going to do anything. I just don't think you should be out here all alone, like this.

[ With all the blood... it could attract predators (..besides the boy). ]
sputnik: — 𝑺𝑷𝑼𝑻𝑵𝑰𝑲 (ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀsᴇ ɪs ɢᴏɴᴇ)

[personal profile] sputnik 2024-04-04 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ 'It wasn't like this before.'

That catches his attention. Before... this place? Konstantin hangs onto every word, committing them all to memory. This place has had an effect on how he functions. Why not for other people with..... something unnatural going on?

But this isn't fully like how it is for him. He doesn't feel the hunger, doesn't have any craving for the dark red wet of something's insides. Maybe this is where he's headed, though. Before this place, he and the creature were.... assimilating, more and more. Perhaps its hunger was destined to become his own.

(Could this boy really have something like that inside of him, too?) However it is, it's clearly as hard for him to swallow down the brains of an animal as it is for Konstantin. His brow pinches in deeper empathy, but he can't reveal his own situation. Not yet. Maybe he can offer some kind of help, though. Something to make it... easier; he's found ways to help with his own situation. He hangs onto that thought for a bit later; for now, the cosmonaut eases closer to the younger, slowly.
]

No, [ he agrees; people can't know about this. ] If they thought you were dangerous to them, they could hurt you first. Or keep you locked up somewhere.

[ ....He knows how that is. But.. god, what to do, here? Konstantin stares at the boy, teeth worrying his lower lip for a moment. ]

Why don't you let me help you back, get you cleaned up? Doesn't have to be in town. There are plenty of places on the outskirts. [ His eyes fall to the ruined mess of gore staining the snow and he swallows. ] If you're still hungry, we'll bring some back and you can keep eating there, out of the cold, where it's safe. There are ways to make it easier... to make feeding like this easier.

[ Maybe that sounds... suspicious on his own part, but Konstantin can take a few risks. ]