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open | i heard a scream in the woods somewhere
Who: Kieren Walker + You!
What: Kieren struggles with the consequences of his Free Runner Feat.
When: The Month of February
Where: Milton; Milton wilds.
Content Warnings: Will be listed in individual prompts.


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What: Kieren struggles with the consequences of his Free Runner Feat.
When: The Month of February
Where: Milton; Milton wilds.
Content Warnings: Will be listed in individual prompts.


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This is like watching a wild animal, except it speaks in a teenager's soft voice, and it's crying, and says it doesn't want any trouble, and Konstantin's heart breaks right in two with a shaky exhale, brows knit, eyes dark and wounded. ]
It's okay. No trouble.
[ He keeps the one hand held out placatingly and bends his knees a little, crouching just a bit closer to the snowy ground beneath him. The gesture makes him smaller, and it also removes him of an ability to make a quick get-away if... if the boy should turn on him. He doesn't think he will. Maybe it's foolish to assume as much, but he can't be afraid of this shaking young man clearly in agony of what he's doing. Not of him. ]
You need help. [ His other palm stays pressed to the front of his mouth and nose, but not fully blocking his breathing so that he can speak. He takes careful inhales of frigid air, slow and soft, ready to shirk away from the scent of blood. ]
Can I help you?
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And god, he wants to — he wants to make this all disappear, he wants to disappear. But he can't. The guilt keeps him in place. He can't just pretend like it's all fine. He can't run away from this, from what he is. But he can't even look at the man and all he can do is shake his head, no. ]
Nobody can help. [ Nobody can help what he is. Nobody can help stop this. ] I— I— really tried not to. I don't want to. But—
[ But he's so hungry and he's making himself ill by not eating. ]
I'm sorry, it's— it's just fucked. [ There's a shuddery exhale and he shakes his head again. ] I'm sorry.
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He listens to Kieren, chest tight and throat hollow. 'Nobody can help.' 'I don't want to.' It's a certain helplessness, a remorse, a guilt, a horror. Konstantin may not know exactly what's going on with him, but oh, it hurts. It's familiar, and it hurts to hear it in another person now. ]
It's not something you can control, is it...? [ He realises, offers, gentle and sad. ]
Do you need to eat more? It's all right. You can keep eating. I'm not going to do anything. I just don't think you should be out here all alone, like this.
[ With all the blood... it could attract predators (..besides the boy). ]
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No. [ There's another shake of his head. ] It wasn't like this before. And— and now I'm just— I'm hungry. All the time.
[ Kieren doesn't understand. He doesn't know why he's so hungry and it terrifies him. Is he revert back to his untreated state? Is it something new and horrible, now that he's stuck in this place? Disgust rolls in his stomach as he's encourage to keep eating. ]
It's disgusting, it's— I'm— [ He's disgusting. He hates it. So much. Even the lurch of hunger is stopped by that disgust, for the moment. ] But... this is all I can eat, and I wish it wasn't but— I couldn't let anyone know. People would freak, if they found out.
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That catches his attention. Before... this place? Konstantin hangs onto every word, committing them all to memory. This place has had an effect on how he functions. Why not for other people with..... something unnatural going on?
But this isn't fully like how it is for him. He doesn't feel the hunger, doesn't have any craving for the dark red wet of something's insides. Maybe this is where he's headed, though. Before this place, he and the creature were.... assimilating, more and more. Perhaps its hunger was destined to become his own.
(Could this boy really have something like that inside of him, too?) However it is, it's clearly as hard for him to swallow down the brains of an animal as it is for Konstantin. His brow pinches in deeper empathy, but he can't reveal his own situation. Not yet. Maybe he can offer some kind of help, though. Something to make it... easier; he's found ways to help with his own situation. He hangs onto that thought for a bit later; for now, the cosmonaut eases closer to the younger, slowly. ]
No, [ he agrees; people can't know about this. ] If they thought you were dangerous to them, they could hurt you first. Or keep you locked up somewhere.
[ ....He knows how that is. But.. god, what to do, here? Konstantin stares at the boy, teeth worrying his lower lip for a moment. ]
Why don't you let me help you back, get you cleaned up? Doesn't have to be in town. There are plenty of places on the outskirts. [ His eyes fall to the ruined mess of gore staining the snow and he swallows. ] If you're still hungry, we'll bring some back and you can keep eating there, out of the cold, where it's safe. There are ways to make it easier... to make feeding like this easier.
[ Maybe that sounds... suspicious on his own part, but Konstantin can take a few risks. ]