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Thomas Zane ([personal profile] sukeltaja) wrote in [community profile] singillatim2025-01-06 01:02 pm

scene ii | ota | el topo

Who: Tom Zane and anyone he's talked to for more than 30 seconds
What: Tom puts his holiday boar present to use. It's drugs.
When: Anywhere from december to early january
Where: Various places around the Milton area
Warnings: Heavy use of drugs, possible coercion/manipulation to use said drugs, will update accordingly


Tom asks for more than he needs not out of gluttony, but because he feels there's a necessity for it. The world is bleak and cruel, and people here don't know anything about themselves. If Zane can help with that, why not?

There's simply no point in hoarding this sort of stuff. They're all in this together, and that means Tom is going to pitch in the best way he knows how: a little party. Different from the beautiful ones they've been having, more one-on-one, far more intimate. He does his best work like that.

There's also the fact that he just enjoys having fun on psychedelics, too. That's a very big factor. It's not all cryptic poetry and mysterious motivations on his end.

i. Alan, Mr. Scratch, and Dr. DarlingHe seeks those from home first. Each one of them gets a visit in their respective homes. Alan he wakes up by simply going to his room in the morning and standing directly over the foot of his bed, patiently waiting until he opens an eyes. Scratch at least gets a knock on his door before he barges in. Darling gets the softest touch out of all of them, Zane waiting until they're both settled in the evening before wordlessly grabbing research notes book out of the scientist's hands. The words are the same to all three:

"I've decided we're going to have fun."


ii. close CR Next, he seeks those he has a connection with. He's been solidly binging by the time this happens, and he hasn't slept much for about two days. It doesn't bother him in the least. If anything, it fuels him--this is what he's used to. This feels familiar. It's nice to stop drowning and start floating, if only for a while. Who is he not to share this gift?

He brews tea out of the psychedelics, an old thermos tucked underneath his bundled up arms with each visit he makes. He's spent the better half of three or so months observing, so it's not hard to memorize the usual haunts of people he considers friends. Some he even visits in their cabins.

"I have something for you."


iii. OTA - partakingHe's been rolling for an awful long time now, but he still has a mission as well of a few doses left: he'll sidle up to anyone he deems in need of it--the sullen and the moody are definitely high on his list, but he moves to the sunnier ones, too.

The problem with this big pile of snow they're on is that everyone's broken. If this fixes it, all the better. In the community hall, outside, or any area roughly around Milton Zane can be found with a thermos, eyeing people. Staring. Deciding. With a hum, he'll get up and move towards them, delight in his eyes and a soft, mischievous smirk playing on his lips.


"Hey, man. How's it going?"


iv. OTA - observing Tom Zane is everywhere. He is on a higher level of consciousness, fully in and attuned to his emotions. He is in a state of blissful being, feeling one with the aurora and the land and all that entails. He is art. He is inspiration. He is being. He hasn't felt like pure creation since the Dark Place.

He's calm and anchored, but it's not hard to tell he's going on a bender. Even without looking at his eyes, it's fairly obvious he hasn't had much sleep in the past week or so. He's content, and can be found doing all manner of things: he stands directly on a table in the community hall to frame something he cannot physically film. He wanders out into the wilderness nearly shirtless for the umpteenth time and doesn't seem to notice the cold. He dances. He has entire conversations with inanimate objects. He brings his camera with him absolutely everywhere during the entirety of this, making art despite having no film or power. Occasionally, he'll scribble poems in a fit of inspiration. It's also not uncommon to see him read the same page of a book over and over either, absolutely transfixed. Despite the gloom and the darkness, Tom Zane is having a grand old time.


v. wildcard [ if you'd like a personalized starter or want to plot a little further as Zane delves into other people's psyches via hallucinogenics, don't hesitate to let me know! hit me up at [plurk.com profile] whitespire or tortillasunrise on discord.]
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[personal profile] meadqueen 2025-04-22 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow Randvi’s body feels both light enough that she’d float away without the tether of Tom’s hands on her shoulders and so weighted with fears and responsibilities that she can barely lift her head.

“Of course it angers me. I'm the clan’s strategist, I should have -” She stops, her thoughts splintering like a poorly cut gemstone. Should have what? Strategist is an overblown title offered by her husband to make her feel better that she isn't permitted to travel. “I'm angry at Sigurd, who plays at conquest as if it's a game with no risks. His sister, I sent her to protect him. I'm angry at Basim, pouring poison into both their ears for reasons I cannot begin to comprehend.”

The dungeon dissolves as well. She can't bear to look at that awful display any longer.

“Everything angers me.”

The pond wavers back into view, though it's dark now. Sounds of battle, the clash of metal on metal, can be heard coming from somewhere nearby.

“That's a force I hold inside that may prove even more destructive than the other.”
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[personal profile] meadqueen 2025-04-24 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
Randvi shakes her head, but it's denial of something she knows to be true. She's needed to be so careful with her simmering anger in this place to prevent unwanted fires, but she's been feeling it for so much longer.

She feels Tom’s hands squeezing her shoulders - and she's gone, for a moment, lying on a wooden table with hands pressing her shoulders down as a woman she loves cuts into her face to save her - and his breath on her ear.

“I should never even have been here, in this village. I should have been free. The gods punished me.”
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[personal profile] meadqueen 2025-04-30 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe it's the effects of the tea, but it makes Randvi a bit dizzy to think of the gods testing her. To think that they see her at all, are interested in her fate.

“I want to,” she says, and without Tom’s steady presence behind her she might collapse from the strength it takes to say it. “To escape. I could never admit to wanting it before I tasted freedom here.”

The sounds of battle draw closer but Randvi only reacts by gesturing toward the water in front of them as it resolves into a new reflection. It's Randvi, but in a way she’s never dared to picture herself: her hair is short, as if she's just shorn off her matron’s braid, and she's dressed in a manner that gives her a much more ambiguous silhouette than what she wears now. With her eyepatch she's a bit surprised at how similar her idealized self looks to Azar. Perhaps Hytham’s friend had made a greater impression on her than she’d thought.

But now it's her turn to throw a stone. The reflection shimmers and disappears.

“I’ll never get out, Tom.”

The battle sounds ever louder. It's nearly reached them now.
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[personal profile] meadqueen 2025-05-21 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Randvi sighs, relaxing despite the battle raging around them as Tom’s comforting touch combines with the effects of the tea coursing through her blood.

She's unprepared for the sudden shove against her shoulders, shrieking as she hits the water. She sinks like a stone, heart pounding. She wasn't ready, she won’t be able to breathe -

Randvi holds her breath until she can't, struggling against the currents - how could that small pond be this deep? - until her body forces her to gasp and she realizes she can breathe. She breathes easier than she had on land, and is filled with a sort of fervor that she's never felt.

“Tom,” she calls. “Tom!”
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[personal profile] meadqueen 2025-05-30 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
Randvi shivers at the feeling of Tom’s fingers on her face. It has been rare for her to be touched so gently, even before her injury, but afterward it feels deeply vulnerable. She remembers the way Sveta had looked as they had reconnected after that horrible summer, knelt at Randvi’s feet with a hand on her face. Tom can see it too, but right now she doesn't care.

“This is mine.” It feels true, though she doesn't quite understand it. Isn't he the one doing this? “The water?”