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Thomas Zane ([personal profile] sukeltaja) wrote in [community profile] singillatim2025-01-06 01:02 pm

scene ii | ota | el topo

Who: Tom Zane and anyone he's talked to for more than 30 seconds
What: Tom puts his holiday boar present to use. It's drugs.
When: Anywhere from december to early january
Where: Various places around the Milton area
Warnings: Heavy use of drugs, possible coercion/manipulation to use said drugs, will update accordingly


Tom asks for more than he needs not out of gluttony, but because he feels there's a necessity for it. The world is bleak and cruel, and people here don't know anything about themselves. If Zane can help with that, why not?

There's simply no point in hoarding this sort of stuff. They're all in this together, and that means Tom is going to pitch in the best way he knows how: a little party. Different from the beautiful ones they've been having, more one-on-one, far more intimate. He does his best work like that.

There's also the fact that he just enjoys having fun on psychedelics, too. That's a very big factor. It's not all cryptic poetry and mysterious motivations on his end.

i. Alan, Mr. Scratch, and Dr. DarlingHe seeks those from home first. Each one of them gets a visit in their respective homes. Alan he wakes up by simply going to his room in the morning and standing directly over the foot of his bed, patiently waiting until he opens an eyes. Scratch at least gets a knock on his door before he barges in. Darling gets the softest touch out of all of them, Zane waiting until they're both settled in the evening before wordlessly grabbing research notes book out of the scientist's hands. The words are the same to all three:

"I've decided we're going to have fun."


ii. close CR Next, he seeks those he has a connection with. He's been solidly binging by the time this happens, and he hasn't slept much for about two days. It doesn't bother him in the least. If anything, it fuels him--this is what he's used to. This feels familiar. It's nice to stop drowning and start floating, if only for a while. Who is he not to share this gift?

He brews tea out of the psychedelics, an old thermos tucked underneath his bundled up arms with each visit he makes. He's spent the better half of three or so months observing, so it's not hard to memorize the usual haunts of people he considers friends. Some he even visits in their cabins.

"I have something for you."


iii. OTA - partakingHe's been rolling for an awful long time now, but he still has a mission as well of a few doses left: he'll sidle up to anyone he deems in need of it--the sullen and the moody are definitely high on his list, but he moves to the sunnier ones, too.

The problem with this big pile of snow they're on is that everyone's broken. If this fixes it, all the better. In the community hall, outside, or any area roughly around Milton Zane can be found with a thermos, eyeing people. Staring. Deciding. With a hum, he'll get up and move towards them, delight in his eyes and a soft, mischievous smirk playing on his lips.


"Hey, man. How's it going?"


iv. OTA - observing Tom Zane is everywhere. He is on a higher level of consciousness, fully in and attuned to his emotions. He is in a state of blissful being, feeling one with the aurora and the land and all that entails. He is art. He is inspiration. He is being. He hasn't felt like pure creation since the Dark Place.

He's calm and anchored, but it's not hard to tell he's going on a bender. Even without looking at his eyes, it's fairly obvious he hasn't had much sleep in the past week or so. He's content, and can be found doing all manner of things: he stands directly on a table in the community hall to frame something he cannot physically film. He wanders out into the wilderness nearly shirtless for the umpteenth time and doesn't seem to notice the cold. He dances. He has entire conversations with inanimate objects. He brings his camera with him absolutely everywhere during the entirety of this, making art despite having no film or power. Occasionally, he'll scribble poems in a fit of inspiration. It's also not uncommon to see him read the same page of a book over and over either, absolutely transfixed. Despite the gloom and the darkness, Tom Zane is having a grand old time.


v. wildcard [ if you'd like a personalized starter or want to plot a little further as Zane delves into other people's psyches via hallucinogenics, don't hesitate to let me know! hit me up at [plurk.com profile] whitespire or tortillasunrise on discord.]
flambeaux: (gay frown)

does it bear resemblance to THE thermos

[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-01-17 09:13 am (UTC)(link)
Louis would have no interest in food or drink except Tom produced it with such a flourish. He frowns, not really seeing how something for holding hot coffee or whatever has anything to do with him. He considers getting out his own flask of bourbon that he uses to keep up appearances or curry favors, but leaves it for now.

He waves his hand dismissively. "I got nothin' I want to ask the boar for. And... you don't mean just a simple trip outside, do you? Could've just asked me if I wanted to share a drink."

Again, he smells a grift, but he thinks it's just alcohol. Louis knew another man named Tom once. Slimy fool. He wonders why he let him live so long, but that man was one of the few remaining faces of his old gilded life.
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CINEMA

[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-02-16 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
Louis desperately would like to escape himself for a while. The cold season has not treated him well. He lost his daughter, his home... He could drink alcohol, or any other substance, but they all taste like sand to a vampire. Drinking someone's blood after they've had a few though... Now that's something.

This man is so all over the place, Louis can't help but be both put off and intrigued. It's the theatrics. Maybe Tom will be like Wynonna, willing to let him take a drink of the vampiric kind. Louis tries not to think of it too much, lest his eyes dilate too much and too fast.

"I suppose I could give a little bit a go. But not here in public. Your place, Thomas Zane."

Suppose he only takes a little, then takes a little more from Tom. That might be amenable. Louis can maintain control, or at least more control than Zane, he thinks. Louis rises and shrugs on his coat.
flambeaux: listening to Debussy and thinking about ass (gay thoughts)

cw: louis is a homophibic gay man with a toxic husband

[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-03-17 11:12 am (UTC)(link)
Louis throws him a scowl. No appreciation for jokes due to his baggage. It's almost homophobic, the disgusted curl of his lip—and then when night wanes, he will return to Lestat's house and sleep curled in the coffin with him.

As Tom well knows, Louis has no place to call his own. Having this "tea" at Tom's place is the only choice. Lestat might take umbrage—or worse, join in. No telling what that storm would bring.

Louis strides purposefully, behind Tom out of necessity because he doesn't know where he lives, but keeping up just abreast out of pride.

"I met a Mr. Alan Wake last summer." This does not match with Alan's time of arrival. Louis was given the wrong name by the grinning man with the axe who resembles Alan Wake.
Edited (louis sucks) 2025-03-17 11:14 (UTC)
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[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-03-25 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
From behind, Louis can't see the look in Tom's eyes, but he detects a change in his voice. It's too casual. Louis has navigated social circles in fancy parlors enough to tell.

"He mentioned bein' a writer, yeah. Writes about a detective. But when I met him, he was engaged in homestead pursuits."

He follows Tom into his house, removing his hat and coat only when he's inside and away from the cold.
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[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-04-08 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Louis raises an eyebrow at his laissez-faire approach to his fire but doesn’t mention it. He looks near the door for a place to hang his coat and hat and settles for draping his things over the back of a chair.

He sits onto the couch nearly silently. Though the hand resting on the couch arm and his crossed legs might paint him as the very picture of casual gentlemanly elegance, his eyes glitter attentively in the firelight. At least he seems more amenable, earlier disdain seemingly forgotten. They’re in private now, and that still makes a difference to Louis, who is so careful about who knows about his proclivities.

“I have a proposition for you, Tom. Halve my dose, and I’ll show you how my fangs work.” Louis has a way of smiling that doesn’t show enough of his teeth to confirm the presence of elongated canines.
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[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-04-10 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
He thought he'd take more convincing. He must truly be a party animal. Enjoy it while it lasts.


"Slow down there. I’d be takin’ my share soon enough. The experience involves a little pain. Back home, possessed of all my abilities, it is..." His eyes unfocus, remembering how it was for him the first time, when he was still human and enthralled with Lestat. "It was the best I ever had. Better than drink, better than sex. Eclipsed the pain entirely."

He shifts slightly, but his slacks are still immaculately draped. Years of practice.


"Here though, the experience is diminished. I've wondered if perhaps people just like bein’ bit. I've not asked. But you seem to like experimentin' and comparin' results."
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[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-04-13 08:55 am (UTC)(link)
This is not any environment where what Zane or Alan or Scratch says simply goes. Zane can only create in the mundane, and his ideas may butt up against Louis's own. For now, Louis is as easy as his lilting accent and the way of speaking designed for parlors he learned from his mother.

Louis watches his throat bob with the drink. At least now he can be assured it doesn't contain poison. He picks up the cup.

"Am I supposed to believe you are the embodiment of creativity?" he asks dubiously. "And don't get fresh with me. I'm..." Spoken for? With how complicated his relationship with Lestat is? But he has always had his heart, even when he haunted him.

He gently swirls the liquid, sniffs it, then takes a sip.
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[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-04-18 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
Everything is tasteless to a vampire, unappetizing like sand and soap, but even he can tell the tea smells strongly of concentrated earth. He wrinkles his nose. Eugh.

"Fun for you, then." Repressed drama aside, Louis is morbidly curious how Tom would get along with Lestat. They both like to laugh and sample life's pleasures.

It takes a while for it to kick in. Louis is utterly clean, nothing in his system to help it along. Alcohol is more precious here than back home. But his drinking problem will show its fangs soon enough. Maybe this was a mistake. This tea is a fun boy's drug. Louis, by his own admission, is not fun.

The drug spreads him thin, aware of everything and nothing. He's not sure he likes it, but it's a nice distraction from life's troubles. The effect of his small dose is mild, but even if it weren't, he'd still want Tom's blood. He murmurs,

"Is this supposed to help me find myself? I couldn't find myself if I tried." He looks up at the ceiling and answers something Lestat said to him long ago: "I do find peace in it... because my spirit is not there. I am not there. But you might say it is all full of spirit, that drinking it is the only way to truly know life."

He stares at Tom and parts his lips. His fangs, somehow not apparent before, seem to have lengthened dangerously.

"Come here..."
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[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-04-22 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
The subconscious comes forth, and it isn't always nice. Tom is better equipped for these waters. Louis drowns in the lake, his namesake.

He watches Tom scuttle over like a drunken bug, ruining the swimming metaphor. Maybe Louis should try not thinking in them.

A willing meal is a strange thing to Louis. He's mostly used to taking people unawares in alleys back home, and without joy. It's Lestat who lures, cajoles, even befriends his victims. He plays with his food.

When Tom asks so childlike if he can touch his fangs, Louis almost laughs like Lestat does when he gets hysterical. He wants to see what happens when a human flirts with death. His lips pull back to reveal his fangs more.

"Yes..."
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[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-04-28 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
"Who's that? Sounds familiar."

Memory is a monster, and so is Nosferatu. Louis saw that film in theaters, that travesty of a vampire, ugly shambling husk... but he really only remembers Lestat acting out the part in jest at home later, for his and Claudia's delight. Happier times.

"Try me. Where are you right now?"

Touching his other fang, and it gives Louis a thrill to know that he could so easily dispatch this human and won't.
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[personal profile] flambeaux 2025-06-24 08:14 am (UTC)(link)
"What is the 'Dark Place'?" Louis senses the capital case and it piques his interest even as he's tempted to bite Tom's hand. The only dark place he knows is when he found it in a bottle or one of his spiraling nights or both.

"Other than my life, which is indeed endless night. What part of you did you carve out?"

Louis isn't really following, but he asks anyway as if all this makes sense. The tea helps things make sense and no sense at the same time. All is well. Speaking of carving... Louis shifts closer to Tom, eyes on his neck. The tea is giving good results, but Louis has yet to truly finish sampling its wonders.