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scene ii | ota | el topo
Who: Tom Zane and anyone he's talked to for more than 30 seconds
What: Tom puts his holiday boar present to use. It's drugs.
When: Anywhere from december to early january
Where: Various places around the Milton area
Warnings: Heavy use of drugs, possible coercion/manipulation to use said drugs, will update accordingly
Tom asks for more than he needs not out of gluttony, but because he feels there's a necessity for it. The world is bleak and cruel, and people here don't know anything about themselves. If Zane can help with that, why not?
There's simply no point in hoarding this sort of stuff. They're all in this together, and that means Tom is going to pitch in the best way he knows how: a little party. Different from the beautiful ones they've been having, more one-on-one, far more intimate. He does his best work like that.
There's also the fact that he just enjoys having fun on psychedelics, too. That's a very big factor. It's not all cryptic poetry and mysterious motivations on his end.
"I've decided we're going to have fun."
He brews tea out of the psychedelics, an old thermos tucked underneath his bundled up arms with each visit he makes. He's spent the better half of three or so months observing, so it's not hard to memorize the usual haunts of people he considers friends. Some he even visits in their cabins.
"I have something for you."
The problem with this big pile of snow they're on is that everyone's broken. If this fixes it, all the better. In the community hall, outside, or any area roughly around Milton Zane can be found with a thermos, eyeing people. Staring. Deciding. With a hum, he'll get up and move towards them, delight in his eyes and a soft, mischievous smirk playing on his lips.
"Hey, man. How's it going?"
He's calm and anchored, but it's not hard to tell he's going on a bender. Even without looking at his eyes, it's fairly obvious he hasn't had much sleep in the past week or so. He's content, and can be found doing all manner of things: he stands directly on a table in the community hall to frame something he cannot physically film. He wanders out into the wilderness nearly shirtless for the umpteenth time and doesn't seem to notice the cold. He dances. He has entire conversations with inanimate objects. He brings his camera with him absolutely everywhere during the entirety of this, making art despite having no film or power. Occasionally, he'll scribble poems in a fit of inspiration. It's also not uncommon to see him read the same page of a book over and over either, absolutely transfixed. Despite the gloom and the darkness, Tom Zane is having a grand old time.
whitespire or tortillasunrise on discord.]
What: Tom puts his holiday boar present to use. It's drugs.
When: Anywhere from december to early january
Where: Various places around the Milton area
Warnings: Heavy use of drugs, possible coercion/manipulation to use said drugs, will update accordingly
Tom asks for more than he needs not out of gluttony, but because he feels there's a necessity for it. The world is bleak and cruel, and people here don't know anything about themselves. If Zane can help with that, why not?
There's simply no point in hoarding this sort of stuff. They're all in this together, and that means Tom is going to pitch in the best way he knows how: a little party. Different from the beautiful ones they've been having, more one-on-one, far more intimate. He does his best work like that.
There's also the fact that he just enjoys having fun on psychedelics, too. That's a very big factor. It's not all cryptic poetry and mysterious motivations on his end.
i. Alan, Mr. Scratch, and Dr. Darling
He seeks those from home first. Each one of them gets a visit in their respective homes. Alan he wakes up by simply going to his room in the morning and standing directly over the foot of his bed, patiently waiting until he opens an eyes. Scratch at least gets a knock on his door before he barges in. Darling gets the softest touch out of all of them, Zane waiting until they're both settled in the evening before wordlessly grabbing research notes book out of the scientist's hands. The words are the same to all three:"I've decided we're going to have fun."
ii. close CR
Next, he seeks those he has a connection with. He's been solidly binging by the time this happens, and he hasn't slept much for about two days. It doesn't bother him in the least. If anything, it fuels him--this is what he's used to. This feels familiar. It's nice to stop drowning and start floating, if only for a while. Who is he not to share this gift?He brews tea out of the psychedelics, an old thermos tucked underneath his bundled up arms with each visit he makes. He's spent the better half of three or so months observing, so it's not hard to memorize the usual haunts of people he considers friends. Some he even visits in their cabins.
"I have something for you."
iii. OTA - partaking
He's been rolling for an awful long time now, but he still has a mission as well of a few doses left: he'll sidle up to anyone he deems in need of it--the sullen and the moody are definitely high on his list, but he moves to the sunnier ones, too.The problem with this big pile of snow they're on is that everyone's broken. If this fixes it, all the better. In the community hall, outside, or any area roughly around Milton Zane can be found with a thermos, eyeing people. Staring. Deciding. With a hum, he'll get up and move towards them, delight in his eyes and a soft, mischievous smirk playing on his lips.
"Hey, man. How's it going?"
iv. OTA - observing
Tom Zane is everywhere. He is on a higher level of consciousness, fully in and attuned to his emotions. He is in a state of blissful being, feeling one with the aurora and the land and all that entails. He is art. He is inspiration. He is being. He hasn't felt like pure creation since the Dark Place.He's calm and anchored, but it's not hard to tell he's going on a bender. Even without looking at his eyes, it's fairly obvious he hasn't had much sleep in the past week or so. He's content, and can be found doing all manner of things: he stands directly on a table in the community hall to frame something he cannot physically film. He wanders out into the wilderness nearly shirtless for the umpteenth time and doesn't seem to notice the cold. He dances. He has entire conversations with inanimate objects. He brings his camera with him absolutely everywhere during the entirety of this, making art despite having no film or power. Occasionally, he'll scribble poems in a fit of inspiration. It's also not uncommon to see him read the same page of a book over and over either, absolutely transfixed. Despite the gloom and the darkness, Tom Zane is having a grand old time.
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It probably depends on one's definition of fine, considering regular people would probably describe him as a violent, rude, high-strung paranoid fuck, but that's what happens when you spend your entire life in hostile environments. He doesn't look disinterested, though; in fact there seems to be a spark of life to his otherwise blank expression at the mention of tea.
"...yeah." He'd skipped giving his own name for now, but he does take note of the one offered to him. "Can't really get anything decent here, though."
Probably one of his biggest gripes about this place, honestly.
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The stranger also doesn't give his name.
Clever.
"Lucky for you, man. Check it out."
He'll hold up the thermos, price-is-right style, grin a mile wide.
"Bit of a catch, though."
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Likewise, he's not really trying to be elusive. He's just rude and awkward, a terrific combination, but would most likely introduce himself if directly asked rather than expected to assume it's now his turn to do the same.
Levi leans forward a little, as if about to reach for it, but pauses, looking between the thermos and Tom's face for a moment.
"You want something for it."
It's not really a question, and he's not really surprised; why would anyone part with anything good or rare for free, especially in a place where it's hard to come by? That's just how life works.
He does expect the man to state his price, though. The tea might not even be good but it's not like the bar is high in this place, and it's ought to be warm at least.
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Tom makes a show of it--his eyes narrow, he taps a ringed finger on his chin, towering over the shorter man just by virtue of being nearly a foot taller. "Sure. Yeah, I want something. I was thinking 'a great cosmic adventure that will forge and set bonds between two strangers,' but I kinda like bartering. Makes it exciting. How about your name?"
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Levi folds his arms and slightly glowers back, apparently unintimidated by the looming but also unamused by the theatrics. Just tell me. His grouchy expression barely twitches but his eyes do widen slightly in confusion when Tom speaks again.
"Don't think I have that," he says dryly, as if said great cosmic adventure is supposed to be something he can shake out of his pocket, but doesn't seem to be stingy about his name, as if it simply hadn't occurred to him to share it before. "Name's Levi."
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"Transaction complete, now we're on even ground and you can let loose. Will you follow me to a separate place with just the two of us or do I have to wiggle that out of you, too, handsome?"
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If the transaction is complete, why the hell does he want to go somewhere with just the two of them?
Not to mention handsome is hardly among the most common things people have called him, too. He knows he's not ugly -- in fact, he's aware his face is more cute than he'd like -- but his height or his abrasive manner tended to be the point of focus in most cases.
Is the man planning to try to butcher him for organs or something? But there's no market for that here. Shit, there isn't even money, and people would have notice by now if folks were disappearing right here in town. So what's the play here?
He really is completely baffled.
"...What do you get out of this?" he finally settles on.
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Tom Zane is built different. And what's why he squeezes the other's wrist in the awkward half-hand hold, heading straight for Doctor Darling's cabin.
"Why are you so concerned with ulterior motives, man? Maybe I just want to have fun and get to know people here. Maybe I like interesting things, and you fit the bill nicely. Or maybe--" a glance back at him again, "--I have a soft spot for the miserable ones."
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"I'm not that interesting," he grouses instead, his expression finally returning to it's usual, slightly frowning state, but he still follows along nonetheless, too tempted by the promise of-- well, pretty much anything vaguely tea-like and warm and this point.
"Just so we're clear, I'm not sucking you off for some knock-off herb water." Just making sure their expectations are aligned, or perhaps a crude attempt at humor, it's hard to tell with his perpetual deadpan. "What did you make it from, anyway?"
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"I asked that magic boar for some very specific fungi from home," he answers, and as he heads up the stairs he glances back at Levi a second time.
"You really think I'm luring you into my place so I can trick you for favours? You're very cynical."
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Which can really go either which way now, and his experience dictates it's best to always be wary and ready for anything.
And of all the things and assumptions, it's the word fungi that seems to stop Levi solid in his tracks. He may or may not be aware that it's also synonymous with mushrooms.
"Fungi," he repeats, his nose scrunching up in open disgust. "Like the shit that grows on smelly feet?"
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Not literally. Levi is very short. Not much further to go from down there, and Zane practically towers over him.
"Yes. Have you not had mushrooms on your pizza before?"
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Levi doesn't seem intimidated by their size difference -- there's plenty of reasons for that, of course, though one can't discard the fact that he's also simply used to it because most adult men tend to be taller than him. He just scoffs up at Zane as if he's being purposefully obtuse.
"Mushrooms are different," he decides, then squints a little in what could pass as either suspicion or confusion. "And I don't know what peetsa means."
Oops. There's a lot of room to learn new things here, it seems.
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Does Levi know what pineapple is? What about a negroni? Thoughts spin around in Tom's head, all trite and far too trivial to ask now that they're on the precipice of greatness.
"Mushrooms are mushrooms, handsome. Edible and nutritious. Did you know they're all connected? Just like us. Here--go on, take a seat. Right by the fire. Get comfortable, hang loose."
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He still has not concluded whether the other man is just one of those weirdly friendly types or is actually trying to get something out of him, but he supposes it doesn't matter too much. As far as he knows, he's immune to pretty much anything one could spike a drink with, so he's not in any danger, and a fire is mighty tempting after spending much of the day inside.
So he just grunts vaguely in acknowledgement and marches over to take that nice, warm seat. If it's something fancy like an armchair, he might even sink into it a little.
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They've just met, after all. While Tom is totally alright doing copious amounts of drugs in front of and with complete strangers, maybe Levi isn't.
"It's best to chug if you're not used to the taste," he supplies. "And to be honest, you're doing me a favour... I don't particularly like being alone here."
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Levi scoffs a little and opens the thermos he's been handed, leaning in to sniff the contents. It doesn't smell feet-disgusting, fortunately, but it's definitely a bit weird and unlike anything he's tasted before. Mostly it just leaves him more confused.
"You said it's tea?.." he grumbles, perhaps trying to coax some more information, and pours some into the lid-mug, holding it out toward the other man. You first.
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That's Tom's version of information--he takes the mug, umurmurs a very quick kippis, and proceeds to down what is given.
"I've been riding this whole wave for a few days now, it's been great! I feel like my old self. Maybe you'll find some stability, huh? Maybe we can peel back some layers, together! You and me! Or we can just hang out."
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It tastes about how it smells; odd and a little unpleasant, like medicine, but not gross in a way that would make him spit it out. It's also nice and warm, and he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand once he's done, closing the thermos.
"I'm keeping my layers, thanks," he mutters, scowling and tucking his scarf in tighter into his coat. Hearing his own voice feels a little weird, as if he's just listening to it, but it's probably just because this has to be the most talking he's done in weeks. "What old self are you talking about?"
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"My old self, my new self, my past self, my other selves, it's all connected, but I like the feeling I get when I go back to how it was before I swam, sometimes. Like this, right here, now, with someone else. With you. Connecting." Levi is keeping his clothes on, but Tom is unbuttoning his shirt as he speaks, laying on the floor to stare up at the ceiling and letting the drugs wash over him.
"Hey--do you think you're real?"
lolll damng
He does a little double-take when the other man apparently starts undressing, though he has to admit it doesn't seem like a terribly bad idea at the moment. It's getting pretty damn warm, and he has to consider whether he wants to stubbornly keep his coat on or not. He's definitely not losing his own shirt, though he might look, just a little bit.
The question feels like it punches the ground from under him, his form sinking a little deeper into his seat. It's not something he's considered before, and for some reason, right now, he's not sure how convinced he is of a positive answer.
"I'd better," he grumbles, "or someone has a really fucked up sense of humor."
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Well, shit. Interesting. He keeps his head up long enough to keep looking at Levi, lower lip jutted out into a half-pout as he considers what the other's saying. Is the grumble good? Bad? Levi's interesting enough that Tom wants to find out.
"Humour, yeah." Tom's smile fades somewhat, and he props himself up on his elbows to better look at the other, squinting slightly.
"You think the world's one, big cosmic joke, then?"
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"Sometimes," he says, surprised at his own honesty. He can think of at least one recent time when he's had that exact thought, when he'd first contemplated that his subordinates' sacrifices may have been for nothing. "What's cosmic?"