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Thomas Zane ([personal profile] sukeltaja) wrote in [community profile] singillatim2025-01-06 01:02 pm

scene ii | ota | el topo

Who: Tom Zane and anyone he's talked to for more than 30 seconds
What: Tom puts his holiday boar present to use. It's drugs.
When: Anywhere from december to early january
Where: Various places around the Milton area
Warnings: Heavy use of drugs, possible coercion/manipulation to use said drugs, will update accordingly


Tom asks for more than he needs not out of gluttony, but because he feels there's a necessity for it. The world is bleak and cruel, and people here don't know anything about themselves. If Zane can help with that, why not?

There's simply no point in hoarding this sort of stuff. They're all in this together, and that means Tom is going to pitch in the best way he knows how: a little party. Different from the beautiful ones they've been having, more one-on-one, far more intimate. He does his best work like that.

There's also the fact that he just enjoys having fun on psychedelics, too. That's a very big factor. It's not all cryptic poetry and mysterious motivations on his end.

i. Alan, Mr. Scratch, and Dr. DarlingHe seeks those from home first. Each one of them gets a visit in their respective homes. Alan he wakes up by simply going to his room in the morning and standing directly over the foot of his bed, patiently waiting until he opens an eyes. Scratch at least gets a knock on his door before he barges in. Darling gets the softest touch out of all of them, Zane waiting until they're both settled in the evening before wordlessly grabbing research notes book out of the scientist's hands. The words are the same to all three:

"I've decided we're going to have fun."


ii. close CR Next, he seeks those he has a connection with. He's been solidly binging by the time this happens, and he hasn't slept much for about two days. It doesn't bother him in the least. If anything, it fuels him--this is what he's used to. This feels familiar. It's nice to stop drowning and start floating, if only for a while. Who is he not to share this gift?

He brews tea out of the psychedelics, an old thermos tucked underneath his bundled up arms with each visit he makes. He's spent the better half of three or so months observing, so it's not hard to memorize the usual haunts of people he considers friends. Some he even visits in their cabins.

"I have something for you."


iii. OTA - partakingHe's been rolling for an awful long time now, but he still has a mission as well of a few doses left: he'll sidle up to anyone he deems in need of it--the sullen and the moody are definitely high on his list, but he moves to the sunnier ones, too.

The problem with this big pile of snow they're on is that everyone's broken. If this fixes it, all the better. In the community hall, outside, or any area roughly around Milton Zane can be found with a thermos, eyeing people. Staring. Deciding. With a hum, he'll get up and move towards them, delight in his eyes and a soft, mischievous smirk playing on his lips.


"Hey, man. How's it going?"


iv. OTA - observing Tom Zane is everywhere. He is on a higher level of consciousness, fully in and attuned to his emotions. He is in a state of blissful being, feeling one with the aurora and the land and all that entails. He is art. He is inspiration. He is being. He hasn't felt like pure creation since the Dark Place.

He's calm and anchored, but it's not hard to tell he's going on a bender. Even without looking at his eyes, it's fairly obvious he hasn't had much sleep in the past week or so. He's content, and can be found doing all manner of things: he stands directly on a table in the community hall to frame something he cannot physically film. He wanders out into the wilderness nearly shirtless for the umpteenth time and doesn't seem to notice the cold. He dances. He has entire conversations with inanimate objects. He brings his camera with him absolutely everywhere during the entirety of this, making art despite having no film or power. Occasionally, he'll scribble poems in a fit of inspiration. It's also not uncommon to see him read the same page of a book over and over either, absolutely transfixed. Despite the gloom and the darkness, Tom Zane is having a grand old time.


v. wildcard [ if you'd like a personalized starter or want to plot a little further as Zane delves into other people's psyches via hallucinogenics, don't hesitate to let me know! hit me up at [plurk.com profile] whitespire or tortillasunrise on discord.]
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[personal profile] thedreamer 2025-03-10 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
The thing about the Doctor is that he always appreciates the company of others, however that manifests. Tom essentially inhabiting the small cabin as though it were his home now is just — how it should be. He could wander in and out as he chooses, really. He could stay for days if he wanted, for all the Doctor cares. Coming and going — as everyone he's ever known always has — that's status quo.

"Oh, all the best are complicated," he's quick to agree. On the matter of the book, there's...something. An emotion (or two, or three...) he would never choose to so freely share. By default, everyone is important to him; those trapped here especially so. And certain others — perhaps a bit more. Therein lies the struggle. It's knowing that anything he feels for anyone at all is so plainly understood by anyone he shares a string with that niggles at him, bothers him. In true Doctor fashion, despite it being A Thing of great frustration, it's absolutely Not A Thing, why would you think that, carry on.

"Very," he says at last, nodding to the book. It's Jurassic Park. "Do you like it? Do you know, I met a few dinosaurs in my time! Oh, magnificent they were, you can imagine. I'll show you sometime." When and how? Who knows, not important.

"You need something to eat — pity I can't make my specialty, but I've got something just as good."
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[personal profile] thedreamer 2025-03-18 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
While they fall into an easy rhythm chatting, the Doctor busies himself in the kitchen. It's still easy to hear Tom, and he's sure to pitch his voice up enough to be easily hear in return.

This response, though, is slightly more delayed than some of his usual quips. He has a canned reply ready to go, the wiring's just a little slow, like it's on the fritz, like Tom asking at all has sparked a brief short circuit. So, he pauses a few seconds, a pan clatters a bit on the stove as he mumbles under his breath about toast and tea.

Finally, and with his usual ebullience as he turns to smile back at him: "Oh, I don't hide them, they're just tucked away, perfectly safe where they won't get lost or run off and I know exactly where they are! Joy's always around, of course, anger's in a shoebox in the closet, fear is a dust mite under the floorboards — you understand."

It's strange, though, what he can feel from Tom through their joined string, and what he imagines Tom can feel in return, despite his best efforts.

"'Course, sometimes I pull every feeling out all at once for a game of blind man's bluff." Another pause, and then, "How do you like your tea, Tom?"
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[personal profile] thedreamer 2025-04-27 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"An upgrade, actually! Syrup," he supplies, with an easy smile over his shoulder still, despite what's just been said, what's been shared between them. "Just a touch. Not heaps of it to go around."

Much to his dismay. The Doctor is absolutely the 'I'll have a little tea with my sugar' sort, generally speaking.

What he has to spare, though, will be given generously. He's selfish about bigger things, but not this. Not this sort of...little care, little attention, all the ways he can look after someone. It becomes immediately apparent that his words have a deeper meaning, perhaps even more than he'd personally realized, and when he comes back closer to Tom, seeing him grinning, the Doctor smiles softly back, tilting his head a bit, handing the mug over.

Rage conjures — oh, so much, so long, so many years far beyond this one.

"Stick with me, Tom, there's an infinite universe of wisdom like that, I promise," he says it lightly, but nothing is ever really light with him. Not now, especially. He's ever so curious about him, his words, the life he's lived, the way they understand each other, the mysteries he's still unfolding about him. Poke it with a stick, as ever. "Are we the right person? Did I open a door?"